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Wed, 31 Aug 2005 03:12:54 GMT

I changed my mind.
I like this eljay better.
my other ones all fucked up...
anyways..
school is so boring.
I though high school would be "fun"
well its not!
I mean, I have alot of new friends and everything..
But its so boring.
ahhhhhh.
the work isnt that bad though.
its pretty easy.
Im lisening to fall out boy.
yeah I liked them before they were on mtv.
so if your like 12...dont message me saying:
"omgzz! I love fall out boy!! lolz!!!"
because I was lisening to them
way before you kiddos were.
yeah, Ill admit, some little 12 year old did that.
lame.
thats all how I started hateing mcr. because of
mtv and the fact that the average aged fan that
like mcr was between 10-12.
no lie.
dont even get me started on this little 12 year old
that calls me her "idol."
I swear when she said that, I wanted to shot myself dead.
and I swear I would of done it.
because that little 12 year old runs around
calling herself "emo" and "punk"
she lisens to gc...lmao.
I swear if I had a dollar for every 10-12 year old that
called them self "emo"...
Id have like alot of dollars.
kjhksdhg =]

Sat, 27 Aug 2005 04:30:17 GMT

I dont like this livejournal anymore...so im going to use my OLD one.
add me on there!
lj screen name: x_twinky_x

Thu, 25 Aug 2005 21:56:01 GMT

Today we got out earlyer from school.
So I was pretty happy about thatt.
but I didnt hang out with christian.
It's been like three days that I havent hung out with him.
&& Im starting to miss the kidd. =\
but He promised we'd hang out tomarrow soooo yayyy.
anyways...today I hung out with areal, ana, emily, and brittney.
and so then ana and I walked to this place that sells sushi.
so we got california sushi and walked back to brittneys.
omgosh...do I love california sushi...its sooo good.
or maybe Im just weird? who knows...
but anyways today was okay besides the fact that brittneys
parents are fucking lame.
they bitch at her for the stupidest shitttt ever!
ah! im sorry if it sounds like im being a bitch, but really...
what parent wants there kid to call them almost ever five minutes?!?!
its crazy I tell you!!!
but yeah...Im going to go do some home work because I have a lot of it..
(math, easy. photo, easy. lang., BORING)

Tue, 23 Aug 2005 23:57:34 GMT

I could tell from the minute my pop-tart got burnt this moring...that today was going to suck...I ate the pop-tart still...are you crazy! i wouldnt ever though a pop-tart away...unless i was full...but anyways...so yeah its all so confusing...I really like christian...and I trust him alot. and then again I also trust brittney alot too...but i dont know whats going on...I was just crying today after school...and the brittney tells me on thing..and christian tells me another...i dont know whats going to happen..I dont want him to break up with me =\ because I REALLY LIKE HIM ALOT.

Tue, 23 Aug 2005 05:09:51 GMT

well i havent wrote anything in here for like a few days...but yeah so friday night christian and jc came over and we hung out. it was fun/lame. my house is so boring. but anyways...so i told my mom that christian and I were going out, and she really didnt care, she said she could tell. but yeah...so friday or saturday christian and I are going on a date! yay! so yeah I havent gone to church in about a week or some...I feel bad...but I really need to focouse on my school work...Im a terrible person i know...i know...by the way...brittney ryan is a whore. end of story.
k bye.

Thu, 18 Aug 2005 01:07:28 GMT

omgosh...so much to say...well high school started...and I have the best boyfriend EVER! his name is christian. it may be only like three days that weve been going out...but I think I truely love him. Im SO not kidding. but any ways, high school isnt so bad. its kinda boring. lol. I was going to go to youth groups tonight...but I have to study for a test I have tomarrow. so yeah.

Sat, 13 Aug 2005 16:59:32 GMT

so yesterday I went to the mall with my mom...
at 7:00...thats when the dance started..
but I got there at 8:00..lol..
but it wasnt that fun...
but I bought a purple with white polka dots volcom skirt with a white volcom shirt. OH! and I didnt get a new eyeliner from MAC. YAY. anyways....
I didnt need to buy shoes, because I have vans that are black and purple. so i got lucky on the shoes. I guess...The dance was okay...but I felt bad not hanging out with michelle, malissa, and whitney...but they were just like sitting...and I wanted to like talk to people I hadnt seen over the summer..But I did meet some people. So yeah...Thats abouts it.

Fri, 12 Aug 2005 01:33:14 GMT

I just got one of those ring back things for my cell phone.
It plays the ramones. I was going to get death cab for cutie, but not that many people I know know who they are so...I just got the ramones, sense their awsome. but yeah today I had to go to this stupid freshmen orientation, I got my locker today so yeah...I just need to find it now and ill be good to go. and then tomarrow we have a freshmen only dance. lol that should be "fun."

Thu, 11 Aug 2005 04:47:36 GMT

well i was at malissa's and michelle's house for like a day and a half. lol. so yesterday michelle and I went to the mall and I got an as i lay dying shirt, pants, and a purse. i put an underoath patch and an as I lay dying patch on it with some pins. I think it looks cute. but any ways, today michelle malissa whitney and I went to youth tonight, it was at the park some what near my house, so we went, and michelle and whiney left earlyer then malissa and I did, but I guess that was okay...I caught a frog or i think it was a toad, but it was so cute! I caught it in my purse and then I let it in the grass and I picked it up, and yeah then I let micheal hold it, and he dropped it!! lol it was okay though. then I let it go, so then like after that Malissa and I hung out with Jen, her brother, Mike, and his friend, lol his friends are so random! lol. and Jens way cool. we like a ton of the say music pretty much. like I dont know that many people that like a lot of the same music as I do. but yeah..Im tired.

Tue, 09 Aug 2005 06:46:40 GMT

omfg derek is such a queer. He thinks hes such a "bad ass". but hes SO not. he uses girls, and doesnt stay with them for long. I swear I think hes gay. but yeah he thinks hes "emo". yet he still calls him self a "punk". he hits on litte 7th graders, and thinks hes hott. pff. the only people that think dereks hott is 7th graders and brittany f. but she doesnt understand that he uses her over and over again...when will people learn...but yeah he said I was a "poser" when hes the one thats all like "OI! Im so emo! look I dye my hair pink because its emo! and I buy girls pants because I think they make me look so emo!!" yeah thats right, derek needs to get over him self. but I think that the most thing that gets me mad is, is that he thinks God's gay, but yet he lisens to underoath (he doesnt really lisen to them...he just says he does because he "thinks" it will make him "cool")and mxpx, and if Im right, they come from CHRISTIAN backgrounds. so derek needs to stfu. I swear I hope jesee and him get into another fight, because I want to see derek get his ass kicked this time. grRRR! lmao. this so makes me laugh. he trys way to hard to be "cool" he used to be. like a long time ago. when he didnt act like he was "emo"
the next thing you know...he'll be saying he like fbtmof, norma jean, and as i lay dying. then I will have to kick his ass because he damn well knows, he dosent like that type of music. he cant stick to his mxpx thank you ever much.
I feel much better...
but any ways....My brother went to the system of a down consert tonight. he said it was alright. I made fun of him because I hate them, but its funny because he lisens to like the kotton mouth kings, and hes going to a soad consert. lmao.

I got the new alt. press issue today, and I must say it is pretty rad. they had underoath on the cover!!!so I was happy about that.

im tired..i think ill go to sleep soon. *yawns*

Mon, 08 Aug 2005 06:19:42 GMT

so im finely back home.
it wasnt so bad.
I hung out with my grandma most of the time.
It was pretty fun.
one week till school starts yay!!
high school here I come!!!
lol im so glad because im going to be seeing my friends.
soooo yeah.
I bought a cute pole pink shirt and the new as i lay dying cd.
its quite amazing.
boy do i miss church! i cant wait till wed. i get to see my buddies from church.
I think chris is mad at me...but I dont know.
what ever. hes confusing.
I think Im going to hang out with britt tomarrow. haha were having a lunch date.
lol not really. but were hang out tomarrow.
lol her and seth talked about me...
hehe...she said I could have him =D as if...I dont think he likes me any ways..
but you never knoe. lol.
Im tired like whoa...
and its raining over here.
and thundering.
my legs asleep. owie.
Im done.

Fri, 22 Jul 2005 13:21:50 GMT

I cant belive this...omfgosh...Im crying right now....my mom best friends son died this moring...he was like a brother to me...I just cant belive hes dead...So this means Im going to New Mexico... =[

Thu, 21 Jul 2005 13:27:41 GMT

last night i stayed the night at britts after we left youth early. Dont get me wrong, but it was boring yesterday, like there was nothing to do. so then my mom droped britt and me off at her house. So we were just like pretty much talking to corey on the phone and on the computer. and then seth called britt on my cell phone cause like we tryed calling him earlyer. So yeah so we were talking to seth about how my parents are going out of town, and he was like "lets have a small party" and im like omgosh...im not sure...and so I think im having a "party" haha but only five people? im not sure if thats really a party. lol im not even sure if my brother will let me and not tell my parents. but yeah...im going to go take a shower.

Wed, 20 Jul 2005 02:12:12 GMT

Its been awhile...but yeah not that much has happened...thats probably why. but tomarrow Im sure something will happen because I have youth tomarrow so it should be a blast. For the past two day or so Ive been pretty much just sitting at home lisening to music and what not. Oh I talked to Sam and Corey. but that pretty much it.

Sat, 16 Jul 2005 01:00:48 GMT

so I stayed the night at Brittneys last night. but before that, Brittney and I went to the movies and watch Batman...omfg...BORINGEST movie EVER, we left after like an hour into the movie and went back inside the mall. So we went over the the skate park and found these really cute guys, but they were about to leave so Brittney and I walked outside and kind of waited for them until they went outside, so when they did, I said "Brittney, I know you think those guys are cute but stop staring at them!" and so they walked over to there truck and drove by us, and we talked to them, but they were to old =\ *sadness* lol but its all good. So yeah then today we went to the mall again. Then I came home. My head hurts like whoa...I think Im going to go lay down.

Thu, 14 Jul 2005 04:38:36 GMT

wow...where do i begin? lol okay so my mom took me shopping early!!! yay!!! so I went to the mall and got two of my five outfits. i got a senses fail shirt and a death cab for cuties shirt, to pants from pacsun, and a new pair of vans slip ons. oh and a volcom wallet. so yeah thats about it..but I think Im going shopping again in two weeks?(less?) OMGOSH!!! how could I forget!! I got a shit load of M.A.C makr-up!!!!It all came out to $160.00! my gosh. I got two eye shadows(both 13 dollars), foundation(22 dollars), a foundation brush(30 dollars), an eye shadow brush(20 dollars I think?), and a shadstick(15 dollars I think?). today was great! even though I didnt go to youth groups...I feel bad cause chris called me and I didnt call him back...but I cant do anything about that... =\ but yeah thats about it.

Wed, 13 Jul 2005 03:42:00 GMT

PEOPLE in the phx/glendale area read this!
I need some one to go with me to the jamisonpark/hellogoodbye show on the 26th.
message me asap
aim // the newxR0MANCEx

INFO:
jamisonparker

July, 26 2005 at Modified
407 E. Roosevelt, Phoenix, AZ 85004
Cost:

w/ HelloGoodbye, The Rocket Summer, Houston Calls

alrighty then...but it doesnt say how much it cost! so if anyone knows tell me please!

Wed, 13 Jul 2005 03:33:36 GMT

dudeeeee. my body is sore!!! when I woke up this morning, both my arms hurt!!!! and I dont know why. and both my legs hurt because of the ice skating I did yesterday, like on the ice skates, the plastic part kick into both my legs, and now they hurt so badly!!!!agh! and if it makes it any worse Im still sick!!! AGH!!!! x 4324897234832 ect. ect. ect. I really hope I get better before friday. Friday I get to go shopping and see a movie with my mom and two cousins, so that should be "fun"

Tue, 12 Jul 2005 01:01:23 GMT

dudddddddde I went ice skating today, It was pretty fun. but guesssss what? IM BECOMEING A FUGURE SKATER!!! lamo. no realt, my moms putting me in figure skateing classes =] yay. I really think I can do it if I try. most of you that know me probably wouldnt think I wouldnt figure skate, because of the music I lisen to, or because of the way I dress, well I'll prove you wrong. but yeah today was pretty good. I feel tons better =]

Mon, 11 Jul 2005 08:11:45 GMT

I soo need to stop using "bad" words lol....Its not going to be easy =[
agh..I need sleep! but Im not tired! i only got like three and a half hours of sleep yesterday(sunday)
Im so borddddd. you dont even know!
boy...I need to find a nice guy...my last two "boyfriends" were more like um..."flings"? cause like they were not even really boyfriends, neither were they my type....i cant wait till high schoo, cause then maybe there will be some nice boys there? hopefully....Its going to be so weird see my brother everday during lunch, but I dont think Ill be talking to him though...sense he doesnt like to talk to me infrount of his friends...*sigh* my brother is so mean...but I cant change him...he'll just have learn for himself. oh...and Im still a little bit sick, gosh I hope im not sick soon =[ I really dont like being sick! agh!!@ Cant wait till friday, cause then I get clothes for school (hopefully, atleast go shopping some time this weekend) well I think Im done...
peace out hoes.

new favorite word: hoe.

Sun, 10 Jul 2005 20:07:36 GMT

okay so i went to bed at like 4:30-ish and got up at like 7:00 this morning so i only got like three and a half hours of sleep or so..but yeah im not even tired. I didnt go to church because my parents were being lame asses this moring and wouldnt take me over the michelles because they went to pick up my cousins. yeah so one of them is staying for a week, and then my other cousin is staying for two weeks...my god...i have to lisen to the giggle at stupid shit. oh well ill think of it as "family time" my mom was like "mariah, they look up to you!" and im think no!!!!! i hate it when they copy me...yeah thats right, they "try" to copy me....oh well sense there family i cant hate them...the funny thing is, is that they like mcr...and im like fuck, this sucks. but anyways yeah..im still sick! FUCK! its been like what three days of this shit? *sigh* i hope i get better! but any ways friday Im going school clothes shopping (well i think) so yeah...im plainging on getting: five pairs of pants from ae(hopefully) , five shirts(band shirts? i dont know yet though..), three pairs of shoes(vans or some cute flats), and two belts. and then like earrings and stuff like that too.oh and hair clips! haha yes! but yeah thats what Im hopeing for. oh i have to go ice skating....oh boy...ive been ice skating before, its not that fun...hmm...i think thats about it...
peace out hoes

Sun, 10 Jul 2005 02:09:44 GMT

fbtmof

fuzzy belt!

Cute shit I know!! lmao. I know Im getting the belt, but Im not sure if Im getting those shirts. but Im thinking about it. If I do get one of the fbtmof shirts, I think I'll get the wedding one. I dont know yet though. but soon Im going school clothes shopping. YES! haha..what can I say...I LOVE SHOPPING =)

Sun, 10 Jul 2005 00:10:24 GMT

well today was boring. i didnt go to church because michelle said she would go with me. but she hasnt even called me. she so lied to me. oh well...&& im still sick agh!

Sat, 09 Jul 2005 05:55:57 GMT

booooooooord.

Fri, 08 Jul 2005 04:17:36 GMT

Sup bitchs and hoes. Well Derek && I broke up. We're better off as friends any ways.Cause before we started going out,we were (and still are) best friends. so yeah I dont know why I ever bothered going out with him,my god what was I thinking! any ways I talked to an old friend of mine that I havent talked to in like EVER. so that was pretty cool. Well so earlyer I hung out at dereksand he dyed his hair (part of it,like the top of it) blonde then he put some pink in it. it looks okay I guess lol...Im not saying it looks that bad...even though it does...but any ways...Ive been really bord today. By the way my throat hurts like no other =\